Hammer Read Online Chelsea Camaron, Jessie Lane (Regulators MC #2)

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Bad Boy, Biker, Dark, MC, Romance Tags Authors: Series: Regulators MC Series by Chelsea Camaron
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Total pages in book: 81
Estimated words: 75701 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 379(@200wpm)___ 303(@250wpm)___ 252(@300wpm)
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Shooting my little brother a killer glare, I grudgingly murmur, “Something like that.”

I want to beat the ever-loving fuck out of something, anything. I want to feel more than the pain in my legs. I want to feel more than the agony of being trapped by my own fucking broken body.

Since Evan got clean, he has bulked up. As long as I didn’t fuck up his face, he would make a damn good sparring partner. He is a muscled up pretty boy with a tan and dimples, his blond hair short and spiked. All of it keeps the women throwing dollars all night long. I’m glad he’s got something going for him. I sure as hell don’t anymore.

Evan studies me. “You all right?”

I want to throw something, but I can’t.

New story of my life: I can’t do shit.

It is Evan, though; I can be real with him.

“No.”

“Ethan—”

“No,” I cut him off. “Fuck this. Don’t you Ethan me! When you have to have a sponge bath and need help wiping your own fucking ass, then you can talk to me.” Not liking the look across his face, I point a finger at him, trying to convey that, if I really wanted to get up and kick his ass, I could somehow. “Don’t you fucking pity me. Don’t you dare!”

He looks at me, his expression never changing. “I get it.”

Rage builds.

“The hell you do! I feel like a trapped animal. Broken. Helpless. Half a fucking man.” I throw my hands up in the air.

My baby brother, my best friend, the one person who knows everything looks at me … and smirks. It makes me want to beat him even more. Cocky bastard.

“Dick work?”

I have had enough. “Get. The. Fuck. Out.”

He steps over to my hospital bed. “Or what?” he goads like when we were kids.

“I’ll fuck you up so badly our own mother won’t even recognize you.”

He laughs. The motherfucker laughs.

I swing my legs to the edge of the bed. My hip burns from the inside out, reminding me I’m not healed.

I am not okay.

He leans in, face-to-face with me. “Let it out, man. You’ve gotta grieve.”

How dare he act like he knows what I need to do!

“I don’t gotta do one damn thing. You need to go.”

He pushes back away from me and crosses his arms over his chest. “You don’t mean it.”

“The fuck I do!”

When he pulls a chair to my bed like he plans to stay a while, I want nothing more than to kick the legs out from under it.

Well, if he is not going to listen, then I might as well not talk.

An hour later, Evan is still sitting quietly by my bed.

I glare at him.

“Seriously, Ethan, tell me what I can do. I feel helpless over here.”

I laugh sarcastically. “Well, baby bro, that makes two of us.” I sigh. “I need to get out of this place.”

“That’s a start.” He smiles, and my anger calms down.

“It’s not home. I’m not living here; I’m existing. I feel like I’m in prison. I’m a number on a chart with three hots and a cot.”

Evan laughs freely, which makes me smile.

“I doubt prison has female nurses with big titties to give you a sponge bath. Last I heard, you want to make sure your soap’s on a rope when you go to the big house.”

“Name a nurse here with big titties and ass.”

He pauses, thinking it over.

“Exactly. I’m trapped in a bed with Bertha butch coming to wash me while my nose can’t smell a damn thing beyond antiseptic. The food is worse than fucking chow hall grub. I’d happily choke down an MRE over the shit they are serving.”

He raises an eyebrow at me. “That bad?”

I simply growl. Yeah it is that bad. I am a man who used to run eight miles a day and drink a twelve pack a night. I can disarm an enemy with one hand. I face fear head on, yet I am trapped in place by my own damn body.

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It takes some pull from the Regulators, but five months after the accident I manage to be discharged finally. There are stipulations, of course. Ice and Coal promised to take care of the details. As long as it doesn’t mean Big Jim giving me sponge baths, I will deal with whatever comes next.

A personal physical therapist is up first to find. The boys have a contact, someone who is used to my lifestyle supposedly. Ice swears it’s someone who can handle an asshole like me.

I’m not so sure about that, but if it means I can be back in my own condo, fine by me.

When my brother pulls up in front of my building, I take one look at the line of bikes and vehicles the biker bunnies drove in and feel frustration wash over me. They aren’t quite hidden from view, but I can tell they positioned the machines in order to let me see them without drawing too much attention to their presence.


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