Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 124320 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 622(@200wpm)___ 497(@250wpm)___ 414(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 124320 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 622(@200wpm)___ 497(@250wpm)___ 414(@300wpm)
I wish I could be that bold—could just walk out onto the dance floor and tell Jeremy to let Kimba go. I’d remind her that when we were six years old, she married me, and that it should count for something. Even though everything’s different now, and we’re about to enter high school, and our bodies are changing and I feel weird around her most of the time, some things should always remain the same.
“You gonna be all right by yourself, Jack?” Mona asks, squinting at me in the dim light.
She calls us the Three’s Company crew. I’m Jack, she’s Janet and Kimba’s Chrissy. It took me a while to let Mona in. It’s always been just Kimba and me. Sure, I resented that there were “girl” things Kimba told her that I don’t know about, but Mona’s good people. It seems like the way I feel about Kimba is scrawled all over my face, but Mona’s never picked up on it, so I guess I’m better at hiding it than I think I am. Kimba certainly doesn’t know.
“I’m all right, Janet,” I say wryly.
“It’s called a dance for a reason. You’re supposed to…ya know, dance.”
“I don’t dance.” I shudder at the thought of forcing my lanky limbs into some kind of rhythm. “No one wants to see that.”
“Guess that’s your momma’s side, huh?” she teases.
I roll my eyes, grin and give her the finger.
“I gotta go before somebody snatches Kyle. You sure you’ll be–”
“I’ll be fine.”
And I am fine through another song and a half. I’m not so much a wallflower as a potted plant, stuck and stiff, unmoving in a corner.
I’m considering walking the two miles home when someone steps in front of me. “Wanna dance?”
Hannah.
She’s straightened her curls and her hair hangs to her waist. Her freckles hide behind a dusting of powder. Who told her to do that? The freckles are kinda cute. She looks me in the eyes, but there’s something shy on her face, like she has to make herself do it.
“Where’s your brother?” I ask. “Maybe you should check with him before we dance.”
“I’m so sorry about that.” Hannah covers her face with her hands for a second. “He told me what he did, but I was too embarrassed to talk to you about it before. It doesn’t matter what he thinks. I don’t care.”
It’s easy for her not to care what her brother or her father think about her liking me. She’s not the one who got beat up on the way home from synagogue for nothing.
“So do you wanna dance?” Hannah asks again.
I glance back to the floor where the neon strobe lights bathe Kimba and Jeremy in an array of colors. She laughs at something he says and his hand slips down another inch.
“Sure.” I push off the wall, knowing I can’t dance for crap, but not caring. “Only a slow one, though. If a fast song comes on, I’m walking off the floor.”
“Deal,” she says, her pink, glossy lips pulled into a grin.
Hannah and I are usually about the same height, but she’s wearing heels so she has a couple of inches on me tonight. I find a place for my hands to be, somewhere between her hips and her waist. I can still see over her shoulder, and when I glance up, my eyes meet Kimba’s. She smiles, but I know every one of Kimba Allen’s smiles by heart, and this one looks like the one she wore when her aunt gave her “bloomers” for Christmas. I frown back and tilt my head. There’s nothing about the gesture that would mean much to anyone else, but Kimba and I have been working on our telepathy since stroller days, and she knows I’m asking what’s wrong.
“Nothing,” she mouths, that phony smile making a mockery of how sad her eyes are.
“Did you get a lot of money for Bar Mitzvah?” Hannah asks.
“Huh?” I drag my gaze back and an inch up to Hannah’s. “Bar Mitzvah?”
“Yeah, Robert got a lot of money. I just wondered if you did.”
“I guess.” I shrug. “It went right into my college fund.”
“You get any cool gifts?”
“Uh, yeah. Someone gave me eighteen Pixie Stix.”
“Like the powdered sugar candy? How is that cool?”
It’s cool because Kimba took the time to understand something about my heritage—took time to research the importance of chai, the significance of eighteen. Because she knows me well enough to figure keeping Kosher had been driving me crazy and my favorite candy was the perfect way to rebel.
My eyes drift back over Hannah’s shoulder, but Kimba and Jeremy aren’t there anymore. I search the dance floor, the whole gym in a frantic sweep, but there’s no sign of them. Then I see him walking back into the gym wearing a frown. He goes right over to a girl named Clarissa and speaks to her, then leads her onto the floor. No sign of Kimba.