Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 78844 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 394(@200wpm)___ 315(@250wpm)___ 263(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 78844 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 394(@200wpm)___ 315(@250wpm)___ 263(@300wpm)
“I guess he couldn’t very well say ‘Oh, hey, you’re that girl I fucked once’ in front of you.” I crossed my arms, fighting a shiver. “God, I just want the earth to swallow me whole and spit me back out in a few months.”
“You can just leave.” Etienne zipped up his suitcase and placed it on the floor. “You can go back home. I’m sure it’s blown over by now.”
“I’m not ready to do that. I’d rather deal with this embarrassment than that one.”
“You built a company, Addie. You’re missing out on all the events you dreamed of putting together because you’re scared of a little gossip.”
“It’s not a little gossip when everyone’s seen your vagina, Etienne.”
“So? Everyone saw Thomas’s penis.”
“Yeah, and celebrated its size. My vagina, unfortunately, wasn’t even talked about. The only thing people have said is what a whore I am.” I sighed. “I know I have to go back and deal with it, but I’m not ready.”
“Well, don’t hide out too long.” He started walking out of the room, rolling the suitcase along with him. I stood and followed. “Has Thomas been in touch?”
“Yeah. He feels bad.”
“You need to move past it.” He stopped walking and put a hand on my shoulder. “I know it’s easier said than done, but I’ve known you since you were born and I’ve never seen anything get you down like this. Not even those high school photos of you smoking out of that bong.”
“Oh, God.” I laughed weakly. “That’s because I was fully clothed.”
“Well, for what it’s worth, all of my friends think you look great naked.”
“Etienne!” I pushed him away as he laughed and shrugged before walking past me, to the front door.
“This too shall pass, Addie. This too shall pass.”
I said those words to myself as I drove back from the airport after dropping him off. This too shall pass. Maybe if I said it enough, I’d believe it. It wasn’t only the tabloids and having my business out there that bothered me. It was also the fact that I couldn’t look my father in the face after the fact. It was that every single man he knew had probably watched the sex tape and also judged him for it, even though he had nothing to do with his daughter’s poor decisions. My father was a proud man.
He’d moved mountains and went from anchor in the nightly news to part of the king’s cabinet. And then my ex-boyfriend and I became the news and I ran away from the problem, but where was he supposed to hide? If I was being honest with myself, my father was the reason I decided to take a break until everything blew over. I figured creating distance between us might help him move on from it and allow people to forget all about it.
Out of everything the scandal had done, the way it affected my loved ones was what bothered me most. Etienne hid his anger under humor because he wanted me to feel better, but I knew he’d lost his cool in front of his friends more than a few times. My assistant, Joss, who had become one of my closest friends, hated what the tabloids had printed about me. I’d been called a gold digger and prostitute more times than I could count at this point and just when another headline took over and ours was buried, Thomas went out for a night on the town and brought the naked photos of us back to the surface. It was just a matter of time and either this too would pass or I’d have to trample over it and take my life back, but right now I was perfectly content working at my uncle’s bookstore and providing baskets to the guests for the time being.
Chapter 3
I’d spent my morning on the phone with a book distributor, making sure they got the boxes I sent back to them. My uncle had entirely too many boring books in the store. Books that had been here for over ten years and not sold, but he’d been hesitant to send back. He said it was because he didn’t want them to destroy them. I told him he was destroying himself by keeping them here. It was no wonder in the week I’d been here only two people had walked in. I glanced over to the front door. I needed to do something about the storefront as well. I’d called a couple that flipped houses here to see if they could help me with this and they were due here any minute. I didn’t have a ton of money to spend on my uncle’s behalf, but I had enough saved up to hopefully make a difference around here. When the door opened, I stood and set the books in my hand down, passing my hands over my sundress to make sure it fell into place. The house-flipping couple came into view and I moved forward to greet them.