Total pages in book: 67
Estimated words: 60978 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 305(@200wpm)___ 244(@250wpm)___ 203(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 60978 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 305(@200wpm)___ 244(@250wpm)___ 203(@300wpm)
Eliza – My daughter Lily’s plagued with mysterious injuries. We’ve spent far too much time in the ER. Doctors push me away when I ask for answers. Insurance denies our claims. Then Child Services decides I’m the monster. I’m out of options — until Cash steps between us and the people trying to tear us apart. He’s dangerous – a biker and an ex-con. He’s also the first person who believes me. And that might be the most dangerous thing of all.
Cash — Prison taught me to keep my head down, not get attached. Then court-ordered community service puts me in a pediatric ward, where a terrified little girl with a pink cast asks me to sing her to sleep. Lily isn’t mine. Her mother, Eliza, isn’t my problem. Except the second I see the system closing in on them, I know better. Eliza isn’t hurting her daughter. She’s fighting for Lily with everything she has. But when no one else listens, I bring in Kiss of Death, Haven, and every weapon we have that doesn’t require blood on the floor. Yet the more I try to protect them, the harder it is to pretend I don’t want them both
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Chapter One
Cash
I pushed through the sliding glass doors of Nashville General with my shoulders squared, wearing my Kiss of Death cut proudly. I’d spent five years inside Terre Haute, and my parole dictated I do community service. Thanks to the lawyer who worked with the club’s women’s shelter, Haven, I got stuck here. A few hours three times a week seemed a light sentence considering all I’d dealt with the last five years, so I took it. Even if I didn’t particularly like it. My boots squeaked against the polished floor as I made my way to the service elevator, ignoring the disapproving glances following my leather cut.
The security guard at the front desk raised his eyebrows but nodded at me. We’d reached an understanding after my first week. He knew I was here on court-mandated community service, and I knew he was watching me. Neither of us liked the arrangement, but we respected the boundaries.
“Evening, Cash,” he said, checking my ID badge against his clipboard.
“Good day?” I kept my voice neutral, careful not to reveal how much I hated being here. The badge clipped to my cut read “Volunteer,” a joke if there ever was one. Nothing voluntary about my presence.
He shrugged. “Same as always.” It was our standard exchange.
The elevator doors slid open, and I stepped inside, pressing the button for the fourth floor. Pediatrics. Of all the places they could have stuck me, they put me on the kids’ wing. I suspected the suggestion had been Lana Thompson’s doing.
Lana had negotiated this particular hell for me, thinking she was doing me a favor. Better than highway trash pickup, she’d said. I wasn’t convinced. But Lana had a way of making things happen. The lady lawyer had connections everywhere, from courthouse to clubhouse. She typically stuck to legal counsel for Haven’s residents but occasionally helped a brother out.
The elevator chimed, and the doors opened to a burst of primary colors. Cartoon characters paraded across the walls, their frozen smiles at odds with the serious business of healing sick kids.
“There he is,” The charge nurse, Paula, looked up from her station. The woman typically had a permanent scowl on her face. Except when she looked at me. “Our favorite volunteer.”
“At your service.” I tipped an imaginary hat, playing the role she expected. Harmless flirtation was part of my shield, keeping people at a comfortable distance while making them think they knew me. I’d perfected the technique when I used to perform in every bar in Nashville. Served me well now.
Paula pushed a clipboard across the counter. “Same routine today. Floors need mopping in the east wing, then stock the supply closets.”
I signed the form without looking at it. “Any special requests?” I kept my voice light, playing along with the fiction I was just another volunteer, not an ex-con working off his debt to society.
“Just try not to scare the parents this time.” Her tone was joking, but I caught the seriousness underneath. My presence tended to make people nervous, which was why I worked in the evenings. The tattoos crawling up my neck, the general aura of threat I carried without trying all screamed danger to the middle-class folks whose kids ended up here for whatever reason. I figured those parents had more to worry about than some creeper with a mop, so I had no problem doing my service whenever they thought appropriate.
“I’ll do my best impression of a choirboy.” I flashed a grin, making her roll her eyes, though I caught the ghost of a smile she tried to hide.
The supply closet was my first stop. I gathered the mop, bucket, and cleaning supplies. The bucket wheels squeaked as I pushed it down the corridor toward the east wing, the sound louder than it should have been in the otherwise quiet hallway.
The hall lighting had been dimmed and safety runner lights lined the hallway’s floors. The staff tried to keep lighting minimal for patient comfort.
I worked my way from the far end of the corridor and moved backward toward the nurses’ station. A young nurse walked past, her shoes making soft padding sounds on the wet floor. She smiled shyly and I nodded back, watching as she continued down the hall, looking back over her shoulder once before disappearing inside the medication room.
I was halfway down the hall when a doctor walked through my freshly mopped section, leaving footprints in his wake. He didn’t acknowledge me, didn’t apologize. I gripped the mop handle tighter, my knuckles whitening around the wood. In prison, disrespect had consequences. Out here, I had to swallow it.
“It’s not just you,” a voice said behind me. A female aide with tired eyes pushed a cart of linens past. “He ignores everyone and everything.”
I forced my fingers to relax as I smiled at the woman. “Good to know.”